Logging Out

I was at my accountability partner's house this morning for some brief "lecture." I was shocked to say the least. For the first time, I have never seen Ian raising his voice at me. I was telling him about what happened, and I sort of chuckled a little bit, and then he snapped, "Why are you laughing? That's not funny!"

My smile disappeared, and I couldn't look him in the eye (for the first time). And then he proceeded to tell me about how I should work out the details of my life.

The bottom line is, he proposed that I should get rid of my internet. He said that I should save all my files in the USB and I could go to the internet cafe for an hour for two days in a week. That way, I wouldn't miss out on anything.

It does make sense. That way, I could do what I love to do (with lots of people around me, take note) and still use the internet without sinning.

And so, guys, I'm logging out in the meantime. I have already scheduled when I would go to the internet cafe to check my mails and research on things.

Ian and I ended our session with a prayer. It was a relief and I felt a huge burden being lifted off my shoulder. God has indeed saved me from the pits.

Although I have only known Ian for less than a year, I feel that we have bonded strongly and that our friendship would last forever. I treat him as my best friend, and I think he feels the same way about me.

Salamat sa lahat, pare.